* hello dear friend! *
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
i just made a couple of major decisions.
--- 1. i'm not going to take a diploma in piano anymore; i'm stopping piano lessons with effect from next month.
--- 2. i've accepted nus nursing and set my heart to put in all my effort to excel in it to the best of my ability.
firstly, i must thank God for answering prayer and leading me along the way as i made my choices of courses and went for my interview. i really wanted to get into nursing but wasn't sure if it was synonymous with His will. i guess my acceptance into the course indicates that i'm on the right track.
secondly, i must thank all my great friends and family for giving me encouragement, reassurance, support and advice. and i'm glad that all of you are rejoicing with me. many thanks to you - papa, mummy, daniel, yi'en & yi xiang, jacinda, huizhen, daniel again(from the egypt trip. haha.) AND many many many more whom i've talked to, moaned to, whined to and pestered through the application period. =P really. thank you for all your patience!
work is still pretty fun and interesting and most importantly fulfilling i guess. i really like it when customers smile back at me or say a big thank you to me just before they leave the restaurant. they might not know that their simple little appreciative gestures really make our day. sometimes i feel so appreciated that i can forget momentarily that im dying from hunger or fainting from exhaustion. haha. my nightmares of the kitchen bell ringing endlessly calling us non-stop to go and send food to customers still persist. and i've been having lots of hallucinations of the kitchen bell and that of people calling out for me. oh well. better get more sleep or who knows what else i'll start to hallucinate about next. =X
the job at coffee club is quite fun actually... like i get to meet many many people. all sorts of people. and the best thing is that my fellow co-workers are all very nice people who are willing to help me along and teach me. cheers!
lunch hour is insane! so difficult to entertain all the requests! and the worst thing is that the kitchen bell keeps ringing non-stop! i can hear it ringing in my head now... ... seriously. i hear it in my dreams. it's quite freaky sometimes!
i'm going for piano lesson later but i haven't practised enough! diploma is so scary... i heard that the other branch of the music school that signed students up for the diploma exam had ZERO passes!!!!!! oh my goodness!!!!!! so pressurizing... my piano teacher says it's difficult cos we are compared against the full-time music students from places like La Salle and NAFA. sigh... stress......
i've found a part-time job at the raffles place coffe club outlet! whee~!
haha... i haven't been there before but from what i've heard of it, it sounds like a very nice place. yay! wish me all the best as i start work on wednesday!
my first new year resolution: to start blogging again! haha. =P
i'm currently still searching for a part-time job. wish me success!
i look forward to meeting up and spending time with all my friends soon during this long holiday too!!!!
Band has come to a temporary pause, and it's now time to switch to muggggger mode! finally, the time has come for everyone to settle down and work hard to achieve the results we want in order to enter the course we desire! sigh... i hope i do make it. -- i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. -- May God carry me through this difficult and trying time.
dinner was sooOOOOOoooooOOOOooooo FuN!!!
all the weird crap, gossiping and chat. haha.
not to forget the truth-or-dare appetiser. heehee...
i haven't had such a form of destressing in a long time.
i feel happier... i feel re-energised!
my performance standard is fluctuating... i hope it stabilises quickly! sobs.
but on the whole, i think it's not that that that bad. we MUST continue to work hard!
i must continue to push myself! the sky's the limit!
i'm scared. worried. guilty.
stressed. pressurized.
nervous. jittery.
excited. ...
... confused.
band is such a worry and yet a joy.
chemistry is so irritating and taxing and pressurizing.
-looks like im clearer about my perception of chem than band.
rise up to our peak, we must.
or fail ourselves, dr lee, the teachers and all who care about acjccb, we would.
jasmine!
raffles girls' primary.
nan hua secondary.
anglo-chinese junior college.
calvary bible-presbyterian church.
15 december 1989.
~ Favorites ~piano.
flute.
band.
music.
~ Loves ~acjc concert band!
chocolate!
ice cream!
~ Loathes ~horror movies.
complications.
politics.
noise.
bitterness.
~ Wishlist ~'a' level results to get into nus.
happiness
wardrobe makeover
lose weight. (heh heh...)