* hello dear friend! *
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
why must there be retainees?? it's so depressing to see your friends get retained and yet you can do nothing to help. nooooo... promote with us, please. someone please tell me that this isn't true..! i don't want it to be this way.. please stride on with us.. i really really can't bear to see you people retained. my heart aches when i see the helpless look on your faces and the sadness in your eyes. it pains me to see you all putting on brave fronts. perhaps we would all feel better if you all cry it out. sobs...
i'm sad about my own results but i know i should be thankful for a promotion which i might not have deserved or gotten. i thought i would have only advanced. the promotion was a blessing in itself already, though the results are nothing to be proud of at all.
bio spa today was quite stressful... i was writing to the last minute. and the stupid rate when calculated had so many zeroes in it, i was seeing stars by the end of the exam. but anyway, it's over! yes! whee~! holidays are here! yay! oh.. and towards the end of the exam, there was this random horn sound.. or is it eupho.. i don't know. haha. must have irritated a lot of people.
i wasn't able to update my blog since promos ended because it "disappeared" from my dashboard. i finally solved the problem, kudos to mx (thankie u loads!) . i just forgot that my username had a couple of numbers behind my full name. yet i could still log in with the incorrect username. how amazing. anyway, i'm glad that my blog's back. i love it so much!
my promos' results were not fantastic, and i thought that it was a total failure. until some people told me that my results actually may allow me to be promoted. either way, i don't want to get my hopes too high. as the saying goes, the higher you climb, the harder the fall. i actually passed gp. i'm thankful to God for sending a lenient marker. frankly speaking, if i were to mark my own essay i would not pass it. i pray that i will get promoted, but i will still be thankful no matter what the outcome may be because i believe that He has a purpose for everything that happens in my life. i hope i can truly commit everything unto His hands and accept everything as they are. =]
PW OP is getting scary. i was totally terrorised during the rehearsal yesterday during PW lesson. i lost quite a lot of sleep because of it too. but i'm so glad that the written report is settled. finally! but i have no clue as to how i should even start my I & R. but i believe i will be able to get it done, just like my EOM. i didn't know how to start, but i was able to complete it in the end, somehow.
oh well.. i'm going to work hard for the pop concert at the end of november. i hope we will all perform up to dr lee's expectations. let's strive on together as one body, as one band! =)
oh ya.. we went to ikea after school yesterday for dinner and shopping. it was fun, with the guys talking about the wrong stuff and making the otherwise innocent things in ikea look wrong. haha. it was funny. i could only get their jokes only half the time but it was still enjoyable watching them laugh too. in short, i was happy and it made me feel much better after i got my results.
jasmine!
raffles girls' primary.
nan hua secondary.
anglo-chinese junior college.
calvary bible-presbyterian church.
15 december 1989.
~ Favorites ~piano.
flute.
band.
music.
~ Loves ~acjc concert band!
chocolate!
ice cream!
~ Loathes ~horror movies.
complications.
politics.
noise.
bitterness.
~ Wishlist ~'a' level results to get into nus.
happiness
wardrobe makeover
lose weight. (heh heh...)