* hello dear friend! *
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
when im relieved of some mental burden, more has to be added on.
why? why? why???
chemistry, u evil thing, stop bothering me. i regret letting u into my life. get out.. out! now! i don't want to see u, ever again! but then again, what can i do. i made my choice in january. i'm going crazy. ahhhhhhhhhhh......!!!!!!
anyway, thanks da, for counselling me. really helped.
thank God for working in mysterious ways. somehow, i passed the last geography test. it's not some amazing score, but at least i passed.
oh ya.. let me talk about something happier. i think the princess leia's theme part that i played was satisfying. finally. but it still lacks something. i shall continue to search for it. i must practise more. probably after promos.
well, hope i can really concentrate on studying.
yawns... nite nite. ZzzZzz......
i'm so worried, cos i think tt i'm still not good enough, especially for star wars. try as i might, my stubby fingers just refuse to run the notes smoothly. i dont know what on earth has been wrong with me lately. laser sound! ever so important so that there is projection. i hope everything would fall into place soon. when can i reach the desired standard? i believe we can get our syf gold with honours next year and we will. let's all work hard. but balancing schoolwork and practising is hard. i tend to favour the latter. my parents are screaming their heads off. i'm fretting over my preparations for the promos. sigh.
God will help me through all difficulties. he shall comfort me. i'm so sad today. i need anti-depressants. i'm thinking about so many things. sometimes i feel like screaming it out, but i know i must restrain myself.
i hope i can get in the studying rhythm soon. God, please help me. teach me to be disciplined.
jasmine!
raffles girls' primary.
nan hua secondary.
anglo-chinese junior college.
calvary bible-presbyterian church.
15 december 1989.
~ Favorites ~piano.
flute.
band.
music.
~ Loves ~acjc concert band!
chocolate!
ice cream!
~ Loathes ~horror movies.
complications.
politics.
noise.
bitterness.
~ Wishlist ~'a' level results to get into nus.
happiness
wardrobe makeover
lose weight. (heh heh...)