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clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
im so dead... haven't been sick for too long. so the moment i fall ill, it becomes real bad.
sigh... the headache, the sore throat, the blocked nose, the occasional sharp pain in the ear...
i couldn't get up in the morning cos my head felt so heavy that i thought i would fall the moment i stepped out of bed. ( i nearly did, then almost rammed into the door frame)
haha.... god works in mysterious ways. i actually managed to smell the vapours during the chem spa!!! haha... but i messed up my VA, though. oh well... but i received news that i passed my chemistry test!!! that's the first time this year! yay! but it's not that great a score, cause it's only 12/20. but it's a good start, i guess.
the more i rest at home, the worse my condition becomes.
maybe staying at home was a mistake. maybe i should have gone to school.
let's see what happens tomorrow. maybe i'll get better. anyway, i don't want to miss band!
i had a nightmare while napping just now. about my term results.
can't believe it. i actually cried in my sleep.
i feel so sick.
nauseous, headache, stomachache.
doctor said it's some stomach and intestine viral infection.
should've self-healed within 3-4 days but hasn't got better at all after 2 weeks.
please save me from all this suffering.
as if this is not enough, i think i failed my terms. sigh. how am i supposed to pull through the promos? God please help me. make me disciplined and motivated so that i will excel.
the NE dialogue's SUPER DUPER boring. i felt like we were going round in circles. right at the start, someone already smsed me saying that she was very bored and was stoning. haha. i was already turning into a fossil by the time the second question was answered. haha. amazing how my ears were still open. haha. AD1 people rock. their questions really hit the nail on the head. impressive. =)
we're going to rehearse for IPHO performance tmr. yeah! i miss the band. and dr lee too. *grins* let's have fun tmr!
the last math paper is over. but the poor mep peeps still have exams tmr and next week.
hang in there, people. it'll be over in a flash. my heart goes out to all of you.
this is so depressing. we came back to take exams, just to fail them. but i've proven that ice cream is an ideal anti-depressant.
the ice cream buffet at swensen's after chem did lift my spirits. haha. 6 huge scoops. can't believe i did it. feroz's not human. he downed 8.5 scoops. whoa. xinyan close behind-7.5 scoops. tt was a sinful but happy experience. waffle with ice cream at gelare was great too. at least i did have fun with the race to polish up the waffle. hee... i knew i was destined to lose to yingda and sam. sigh. but i really enjoyed it. haha. (i still cant believe i took more than 40 bites to finish a burger, as sam claims)
i need a place to grieve. my parents don't like me thinking or talking about sydney.
but i can't help it. i'm sad. it's so hard to concentrate on studying.
i feel like crying when i see the photos we took. i miss the seniors already.
seeing daniel and gabriel in the section photos remind me that there is little time left to spend with them. why did time have to pass so quickly...
jasmine!
raffles girls' primary.
nan hua secondary.
anglo-chinese junior college.
calvary bible-presbyterian church.
15 december 1989.
~ Favorites ~piano.
flute.
band.
music.
~ Loves ~acjc concert band!
chocolate!
ice cream!
~ Loathes ~horror movies.
complications.
politics.
noise.
bitterness.
~ Wishlist ~'a' level results to get into nus.
happiness
wardrobe makeover
lose weight. (heh heh...)