* hello dear friend! *
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
clumsy dumsy slow blur me welcomes you!
GP was totally exhausting. i didn't know how to write the counter argument for the essay. it was terrrible. if i were my teacher, i would either laugh my head off or scream in horror. it's absolutely out of point. i'm so dead. boo hoo hoo... and i didn't know how to answer the compre questions. especially the summary. this is it. would i ever be able to improve in time? ... ...
is this the end already? so fast? holidays have ended and i've done so little revision. i must catch up. someone please help me. i'm so very behind time. i'm going to DIE. I'm doing something, but it's not enough. i must speed up. but speed is something i never had, do not have, and probably wouldn't ever have. sobs. i must buck up. yes, pull up my socks i must!
i feel the pressure. i don't want to be retained!!! wah... i'm so scared...
i feel so bad... i think i was too worked up this morning.
only one of the 3 promised computer labs was open, till just before 11 when they opened another. i had very little time left. i got locked out, unable to attempt the quiz. i accessed it but got stuck at question 15 for almost 15 minutes. worst of all, the computer was lagging. i was about to smash the computer with my bare hands(not literally, just verbally threatening to). i can't believe i became so violent. i'm so sorry if i scared anyone. i didn't mean to. (sorry!)
sigh.. another day wasted. hardly accomplished anything. i must start on something tomorrow. yes! i will do something tomorrow!
jasmine!
raffles girls' primary.
nan hua secondary.
anglo-chinese junior college.
calvary bible-presbyterian church.
15 december 1989.
~ Favorites ~piano.
flute.
band.
music.
~ Loves ~acjc concert band!
chocolate!
ice cream!
~ Loathes ~horror movies.
complications.
politics.
noise.
bitterness.
~ Wishlist ~'a' level results to get into nus.
happiness
wardrobe makeover
lose weight. (heh heh...)